I do not walk alone, I never do. My shadow, he is always there. I feel him before I see him, I walk faster and he does the same. I can’t control it, the sense of fear. Why? What is there to fear? I asked myself this as I continued to walk faster. I tried to come with a logical conclusion but I couldn’t, nothing was making sense at the time. Then I saw it, my shadow began to walk ahead of me. I tried to catch up but it was too fast. It was only then that I came with my conclusion, although it was not logical at all. No, this is based on pure subconscious. My own shadow. My own darkness. The inner black in me was only resting, it is awakened, refreshed and most importantly, I can’t control it…
I try to make sense of it all, it was impossible. The way everything happened, how my shadow took the lead and put this fear in me, it was horridly perfect. I also saw this lighter shadow in between me and the black one. I saw it quickly fade into nothingness. I saw this as a hybrid, a cross between the darkness and I. I now know that the darkness and I can not coexist.
